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Exam, Read, and Failed. - Friday, April 25, 2008
11:02 PM
Today the first paper exam past le. And i think... This paper's fail % is high AGAIN. Haiz...

Seeing the exam paper, the words all familiar, answers all been in my mind before, some should stored in the long-term memory alr too. Then stucked...

Section A - answer all

Q1 - Defining terms / concepts. (25m)

a. Co-culture (familiar, should able to give a 3m score coz not giving the one in text book)

b. Ethnic identity (just familiar with the word 'ethnic' but totally dunno)

c. Power distance (I know! but dunno the definiton in text book)

d. Stereotype ( I know this will out! But I never focus too much I guess for memorizing. Write in anything)

e. Empathy (can i write in the one i learn from counselling?)

Section B - Answer 2 of 3 Qs

Question 2 (forget about it, coz no need answer, and totally forget about what should write) (25m)

Q 3 ( 5 value dimension, too familiar till i forgot one of them inside the hall) (25m)

Q 4 (good my favourite stuff. totally in my mind but whether got high marks or not... doubt it.) (25m)

Section C - Answer all

Q 5

a. ( onli remember 2 of them) (4m)

b. (there needs 3 and i onli write two, summore... Right or wrong also dunno) (4m)

c. (Important communication functions that a person's eye serve? dunno) (6m)

d. ( 5 similarities btw most religions? i think it's that 5 but forgot one of them) (5m)

e. ( this one got tutor give tips but i totally ignore it i guess. totally dunno) (6m)


Die leh. Zzz sure fail liao lo.... Even if no fail, alr half dead. 3.0? In my dream.

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Something that I wanna make someone regret, for making me like this last night. - Thursday, April 24, 2008
8:34 PM
Yesterday night i studied again, and fall asleep before i answer Will's call. Then he was moody that time, and i was terribly sleepy. I assume i was in the sleeping stage 1, coz totally not feeling well for someone disturbing me and wake me up forcefully.

Will: Honey I feel moody.
I: So? I wanna sleep alr. (eye closing, totally dun wanna open my eye coz i know, once i open i won't sleep for the night)
Will: Can't just accom me to talk for the night? Many ppl i know also wake up at night for answer call. (there goes about his sis, and Chingli)
I: But me not the type of ppl that can wake up at night ma...

And there goes the firing ups. Then that really makes me totally open my eyes and wake up. Like the night cats. Those eye open totally big type. Then argue for... 15 minutes? enough argue liao coz i totally wake up liao no pain continue talk happy stuff.

AND! Here goes... We talked talked and talked. Talked about those fairy tales at childhood time, those stories that parents scared the children to sleep. And he tried to scared me by some scary things. And success, I cried... Coz... No scary stuff in the midnight ok? And alone, dark room... nothing accom... Really scary de u know... Now i think i got such phobias... Alone in dark room. If accom by other ppl or living things not that serious. Alone... cannot.

When i cried, really cried, Will frightened. He never know i can cry for such things. I guess me not so brave for scary things at night.

胆子在晚上变小了!

在晚上琴佩是胆小鬼!

但是如果有人陪同下, 胆子就大一点了。

Conclusion:

我的胆子不是那么大罢了。

hihi...

After yesterday's incident... I'm kind of decided... I want a pet, quite desperately. A pet to let me feel that at night, this living things is still accompany me. Missed Hammy very much......

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Like and Dislike -
8:15 PM
Just like the text book state that: "people will like each others bcz of their similarities, but will dislike each other bcz their difference." (from Hui Chin's blog)

I read it from the text book before, and i am agree with it. At first when we know of someone's similarity we will drawn to each other. When we know more about each other and have many disagreement and difference then we will dislike another person and sometimes, from a fren becomes a enemy.

I think i have seen some similar cases before but no use to speak of it. Everyone of us should have face similar problems before i assume.

Well... should stop talking about it le.

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Mayb, it's time... - Monday, April 21, 2008
8:48 PM
I really think this is the time...

QUIT THE COMPUTER AND FOCUS ON MY STUDY AT NIGHT!!!!

I dunno why... I feel like I onli can focus to study at night... Morning my time sure slack away doing nothing. Then soon and later afternoon time gone. And I notice everytime i really will study is at night. Ignore the com, ignore hp, isolate myself inside a empty room, only with notes and water. Then that place is the perfect place for my study.

And dunno why I like the night which it is silent and I wont distract by anything. Mayb I am really easy distracted by everything. Even a tiny sound sometimes distracted me in study. And I will need to study from head to toe again for the particular topic. My study area should not have music coz I will hear the songs rather than study.

Haiz weird study way... And at the same time I can't stand awake for long especially when facing books... will wander around spirit-ly... And I tried to study with Hui Chin but failed... Each time we discuss was just about the point of which we need to study, and I didn't absorb anything I felt. But I think it's better than none. Coz I go with her I know the area of which I should study. Good la.

BTW... Will successfully skipped his first resit paper. And planned to skipped another one. While I study at college today :P

At first got mood to upload photos from pendrive but now.... Mayb not... I should start my isolation right after this blog is written. Start isolating lo. (While i still will on and see u guys and girls' blog.)

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Hmmm... Am I dying for the exams? - Sunday, April 20, 2008
11:08 PM
Today my day was past just like this. And i have had a fabulous lunch and dinner today. Lunch RM 78.2 and dinner RM 168.3 And I swear this is the most expensive day for 2 meals.

Today's lunch was Taiwan cuisine. Dad's bill. We keep on order side dishes which there comes the long bill. I didn't order a meal for myself but I keep on ate side dishes. And even though I didn't order something like rice or noodle to eat, but I was terrible full. Can't imagine how my family members have their meal.

At night, we accom bro to take take money from bank then straight forward go eat around there. We walked and walked. At first wanna go eat japanese shabu shabu but the place is full. So next things that interested us is Korean cuisine. We never had a korean cuisine b4 so it ended up we ruined everything. But afterall we said, "no matter in what order we ate our meal, it ended up in a same path." Lol. When we had our bill... We thought the cashier type an extra order. Right after we reached home we onli notice we had have a ginseng soup that we all ended up forget about the soup. We laught way too mad coz we actually didn't notice the existence of the soup in our stomach. :P Anyway... Full again which I really dun dare to sleep.

Exam is coming soon after few days later and I was like... Study nothing. Even I have had study with Hui Chin but what we have done was searching answers for the tutorial questions and past examinations and i never tried to read them before. Die le lo... Resit papers gone le.

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Green box-ed yesterday~ - Friday, April 18, 2008
8:16 PM
Yesterday I onli have class for 1 hour. Then I was like... WTFish, need to travel 4 hours for 1 hour class(usually la if i onli take bus come and forth) Then i lazy travel. I used the waiting time to study at study room with Hui Chin. Then before we go to study, we use the first hour to go to advertising booth. And guess what? We get a free Mamee without actually doing anything! There is actually draw lot for 5 USB 1GB pendrive. But ppls that unable to draw the USB will get a mamee. No pain but gain! So we both get a free mamee. Yay~

I liked the booth for Wednesday. Much better and good serving. For the Tuesday and Friday booth, i dunno coz i never been there. Thursday sux afterall... But i like mamee so like that booth onli, but never vote for it.

Then me and Hui Chin go to study room. Guess what? We eat mamee there. Summore the "guard" is around and Hui Chin still can eat. Bravo. Then we keep study until there is one time, we try our luck to get another mamee again!

But this time... no draw lot. They changed the game alr. get the string through 5 needles zig-zag then u get a free USB. Someone before us get it! Hui Chin and I are crazy for it. But no luck... too stressed that not able to passed it. We both onli can get through the 3rd needle onli, not the forth or fifth. Bye bye pendrive. But we get our mamee again! So we go to study room eat again!

Then at 2pm, Will's class fin and he said he wanna take me go somewhere. And i said to him "No Sg Wang" and he said "Ei? so brilliant alr know where i wanna take u." I was like... SWT le i wear like that (horrible but not bad for schooling) u wanna take me to sg wang? Swt le... Then he ended up taking me to ktv until 6pm.

This time, he really have a barred list in his mind. No Fish Leong song's unless is the new one. Then no xx's song and yy's song. So many songs die liao then ended up i dunno what songs i can sing. Coz my list of songs was just like... 7 to 10 songs onli and 2 persons for 3 hours.... It was like... Dying especially at the last hour. Ended up he choose those jammed songs and we spammed for long while.

This blog was suppose to write at yesterday but... No enough mind energy to write something and soon i fall asleep le :P then now... Wu liao le~

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I missed the day... - Wednesday, April 16, 2008
9:39 PM
Today I went to take my last part time salary from Legend Hotel Museum Chinese Restaurant. It was something at June 2007, which I onli take it on 16 April 2008. And many things have changed... The people had changed, the clothings are changed, many stranger's face in front of me in the old place that i once work before a year ago, even the car park payment have changed from paying at exit to autopay machine.

And now... I kind of regret that I never take a photo of my old uniform, which i quite satisfy on it. I regret on never take a good look on everything in that place at my last visit of Legend Hotel.

But now, everything was just a past. Nothing can changed back.

I am grateful that they still able to remember my name, Ping and En Nah. Really happy about it. We talked about many things, about me, about Will, about our studies. I think... Mayb we human always missed on something that we have once owning and always regreting it at the end.

En nah is going to resign by the end of this week too. I was like, so fast? I never notice how long has it been for them. Many of the colleague has left much earlier. The only face i recognise is these two only... I guess...

Oh, there is one more person. There is Jackson i met at the end of the staying. But... Unfortunately he forget what is my name. I was like... What? You know me since secondary school and now u say u forget my name? Nvm then :P Forgetting sometimes is a good thing.

Now i remembering my working life. There was much of fun, but also many endless tiredness. But everyday we ended up happy day. Dunno for Will, he always worked for the hardest part. Smoking area client, more linen to send, getting all the heavy things done, and private room serving. All the tough work he always did. Mayb bcoz they know we are in relationship that's why all the hard works they give to him. OR is they scared i will not be able to handle tough client? Mayb is the last reason. Sorry for my clumsy-ness~

I missed the day doing all the linen, especially on wedding function. Coz I will never able to finish counting it before 11pm.
I missed the day spending all the 3 hours wandering at the shopping complex. Coz too free and sometimes too bored to sleep.
I missed the day when i got salary and able to spend as i wished. THEN I can buy present for Will!!!!
I missed the day when i eat 4 meals a day(here comes the fat :P).

I wished to stay more longer at there. I wished all the colleague will come back again to work together. But I think it would not happened again. The company is changing the way of work that's why all leaving. Even all those that had been working there since the first day are all now saying wanna leave.

I will missed the old day......

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For you, my girl. - Tuesday, April 15, 2008
8:11 PM
Today's blog is written for my dear fren, Hui Ling who is crazy upon something these days, right after i have done something to her (MY FAULT AGAIN T.T, just like last time something i did affects Chingli's life, just diff thing onli). Well here goes, my fren. The songs i promised u this afternoon.

Suteki da ne by Rikki



Japanese pinyin translate
English translate

kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni
oyoida kokoro
kumo ga hakobu ashita ni
hazunda koe
The wind, like a heart that swam in the accumulated words
The clouds, a voice that was shot into the holding future

tsuki ga yureru kagami ni
furueta kokoro
hoshi ga nagare koboreta
yawarakai namida
The moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirror
The stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream

suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
kimi no machi ie ude no naka
Isn't it beautiful, to walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.

sono mune
karada azuke
yoi ni magire
yumemiru
That heart,held within your body
In those confusing nights
I dream

kaze wa tomari kotoba wa
yasashii maboroshi
kumo wa yabure ashita wa
tooku no koe
The wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion
The clouds, the broken future like a distant voice

tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo
nagareta kokoro
hoshi ga yurete koboreta
kakusenai namida
The moon, a heart flowing in the clouded mirror
The stars, broken and swaying, like tears unable to be hidden.

suteki da ne
futari te wo tori aruketa nara
ikitai yo
kimi no machi ie ude no naka
Isn't it beautiful, to walk together in each others hands
I do so want to go,
To your city, your house, into your arms.

sono kao
sotto furete
asa ni tokeru
yumemiru
That face,
A soft touch,
Dissolving into morning,
I dream.

Well this is the songs that i make my fren being crazy about it, FFX. Well kinda regreting now, singing Japanese songs in front of the frens... REGRETING......

Then next songs will be also involve Yuna, but different game liao called FFX-2, wished u will liked it... Coz i really like Koda Kumi's voice too.

Real Emotion by Kumi Koda



* What can I do for you?...
I can hear you
What can I do for you?...

Ano hi kokoro no kanata ni egaiteta basho ni iru
Tohou ni kuretetari suru keredo mou modorenai
Yume ni mita katachi to wa
Nani mo kamo ga chigau
Genjitsu ni wa...memai sae suru

** RIARU na sekai ni yureteru kanjou
Maketakunai
Mou tada hashiru shika nai kono mune ni
Kikoete kuru
Kimi wa hitori ja nai

* repeat

Kesshite furimuki wa shinai anata ni wa tayoranai
Nanika ga areba kanarazu sugu ni kite kureru kara

Ima boku ni dekiru koto
Sore wa shinjiru koto...
Shinjitsu nara kono mune ni aru

RIARU na sekai ni yureteru kanjou
Sasaeru no wa
Sou anata ga oshiete kureta subete
Ima no watashi
Dakara, hitori ja nai

What can I do for you?...
I can hear you

RIARU na sekai ni yureteru kanjou
Kanjitemo
Anata ga me wo tojita nara soko ni iru
Kizuna ga aru
Dakara, hitori ja nai

** repeat

What can I do for you?...
I can hear you
What can I do for you?...
I can hear you

Kinda bored finding the most best to put in here... Mayb for Hui Ling still hard to hear songs from my blog :P Since her line is worst than mine.

1000 no kotoba by Kumi Koda



kimi no kotoba wa yume no yasashisa ka na
uso o zenbu oikakusiteru
zurui yo ne

tabidatsu kimi ni sameta senaka misete
kiiteita yo hitori tatakau no
zurui yo ne

"kaette kuru kara" oikosite yuku kimi no koe
iji hatte tsuyoi furi
toki o modosite

sakebeba yokatta
ikanaide to namida kobositara
ima wa dekiru donna koto mo

ienakatta 1000 (sen) no kotoba o
haruka na kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
tsubasa ni kaete

ienakatta 1000 (sen) no kotoba wa
kizutsuita kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
dakishimeru

yume no tsuzuki wa kimi o omoinagara
ano hi no koto wasureta furi site
zurui yo ne

"tegami o kaku kara" shisen sorasita kimi no koe
iji hatte tsuyoi furi
toki o modosite

okoreba yokatta
matenai yo to kata o otositara
ima wa dekiru donna koto mo

kikoeteru? 1000 (sen) no kotoba o
mienai kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
tsubasa ni kaete

kikoeteru? 1000 (sen) no kotoba wa
tsukareta kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
dakishimeru

ienakatta 1000 (sen) no kotoba o
lalalala...
kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
tsubasa ni kaete

kikoeteru? 1000 (sen) no kotoba wa
lalalala...
kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
lalalalala...

Phew... I guess temperary that's all... Time to sleep... :P

finish written by 9.10pm

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L Changed the World - Monday, April 14, 2008
9:54 PM
Well this movie quite funny. The first quite-horror-movie that makes ppl laugh. Why laugh? See urself lo. Dun wanna spoil the movie :P

Well afterall L is funny, then the horror part is that the movie talked about virus and showing all those terrible ppl so that's the onli part feel "disgust" ba i assume, coz the one sitting beside me (not Will) is keep cover the "disgusting" part, looking onli the subtitles.

I like L's way of moving and sitting. So cute that we actually keep laugh when he keep trying to stand the normal way. But actually i think in manga he never stand like normal ppl right? Nvm.

SPOILER!!!! When he stands up straight, there are many "clak clak" sound. I wonder how they put it in. Afterall. Funny.

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Same usual monday, with a lot of things to watch :P -
9:36 PM
Today was quite a good day. Just one thing was not so satisfy. It is about the tips for PA resit.

There are these two ppl who get the tips from the lecturer and do not wanna share it with us. One i asked another one is my fren asked. The one i asked she just said " Nvm la u go asked urself from the lecturer", while at the end i heard from my that other fren, he said "Ms. xxx do not wanna send the tips to us anymore. If want tips asked from those two ppl. And the one I asked he just say 'Same like last time's exam just diff focus.'" Swt le everyone also can know the format la... I need to focus which to study that's why need tips ma? Why just say it out so hard for u? Just say "chapter X got out and chapter Y got out," so hard for u two meh. Zzzz... No pain in sharing is it? (pray hard hard) Wished u fail again.

Next time, i will not share anything with u two, i promise. :P

Ok fine that past. Then usual day. Tutorial all release early and said next class no need come. Yay~ Then got more time to study le~~~ The last tutorial more fun. Sing two songs then do some funny thing.

One is 童年 which remind us not to stay until the exam finish onli study. Another one is the famous song for seperation, 朋友. Well afterall weird because we are not seperating with each other, just with lecturer. So that's kinda awkward. Nvm that ends.

At the end i get two units' tips. That's gonna be helpful i tell u. At least not like those stupid fellas.

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To Hui Ling -
9:34 PM
Please buddy Hui Ling, dun get too minded about the FFX storyline. I know you just "fall in love" with it, but dun get too distracted by it lo. I will try to tell what i know about FFX in school ok? Dun get emo by it.

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Understand by YUI - Friday, April 11, 2008
7:10 PM




たぶん泣いてた 帰り道 うつむいたままで
何も言えなかった ずっとそばにいたけど
tabun naiteta kaerimichi utsumuita mama de
nani mo ienakatta zutto soba ni ita kedo

I was probably crying downcast on the way back.
Although I was always close by I couldn’t say a thing…

公園を横切って 近道して歩いた
なんとなく分かってるよ アタシにだって

kouen wo yokogitte chikamichi shite aruita
nantonaku wakatteru yo atashi ni datte

As I walked I took the short cut by crossing the park.
I kind of knew already…

夕暮れにのびる影 幸せのかたちが変わる
「ずっと一緒だよ」 そう言っていたのに

yuugure ni nobiru kage shiawase no katachi ga kawaru
zutto issho da yo sou itteita no ni

…the shadow stretched across the ground Even I know, the shape of happiness.
“We’ll always be together” That’s what you said…

悲しみはいつだって 愛情の近くに潜んで
意地悪するよって 笑いながら話してた

kanashimi wa itsudatte aijou no chikaku ni hisonde
ijiwaru suru yotte warai nagara hanashiteta

“Even when there’s love, there’s always sadness nearby, hiding”
You laughed as you talked.

正義の味方なんて もしホントにいたなら
困らせてしまうかもね なんて思った

seigi no mikata nante moshi hontou ni itanara
komarasete shimau kamo ne nante omotta

If there really was such thing as a hero
I thought you might have a problem with it…

夕暮れにのびる影 幸せのかたちが変わる
ずっと一緒には いられないから

yuugure ni nobiru kage shiawase no katachi ga kawaru
zutto issho ni wa irarenai kara

…the shadow stretched across the ground Even I know, the shape of happiness.
We can’t always be together,

責めてばかりでは 生きてゆけないよ
だって間違いばかり繰り返すんだ
繰り返すんだ

semete bakari ite wa ikiteyukenai yo
datte machigaibakari …kurikaesunda …kurikaesunda


So you can’t live on by always accusing..
Because you repeat the same mistakes over and over.

夕暮れにのびる影 幸せのかたちが変わる
歩き始めた 大丈夫だよ
yuugure ni nobiru kage shiawase no katachi ga kawaru
aruki hajimeta daijoubu da yo

…the shadow stretched across the ground Even I know, the shape of happiness.
Now I’ve started walking… It’s going to be alright

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Sorry, and I really mean it -
6:40 PM
Today morning was still a good day, until something happened.

I forgot to tell Will that i will not be at college for today and somehow singing in sg wang with frens. And i was unable to notice my msg until the last msg he asked me about whether my class is finished or not, which was alr 2pm. I really feel sorry for it. I asked through messages whether he is angry or not, called him to make him talk with me. And the onli time he talked is when i called him in his driving. He never talked with me other than that.

I really wished he said he was angry, and scold anything out. I really wished so. I know keeping something inside will not be so good. But... He stay silent rather than talk anything to me. I can see how u looked and how is ur feelings from ur face. I'm not really that blur Wini from the last time u knew me. Studying counselling do mean to know what ppl thinks from their face and the silence won't keep ur emotion out from me.

I really wished that u will be able to share everything with me, just like what we did last time. But it isn't seemed to be able to proceed that way, is it?

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K Box Crazy - Thursday, April 10, 2008
8:12 PM
I can't believe myself. I just sing K at yesterday night and I'm gonna sing again at Friday morning. Unbelievable.

Nvm... Sing liao then can release some stress, to face exams... T.T

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- Tuesday, April 8, 2008
9:56 PM
突然间又有mood写些华语的东西。
虽然自己知道自己的华语有多差。
但是每次看了韵乙的blog,
都会有冲动想写些华语。
还真的需要谢谢你。 :P
不然我的华语就还完给华语老师了。

今早还是像往常一般, 去静丽(Chingli) 家等她的家人载我。 今天是她的妈妈载。 今天总是觉得静丽比往常的快很多。 原来是因为她今天早上还没画眉毛。 Then我们又在同一个地点塞起车来。 Somewhere在Will的家附近。 然后听到电台里头说着我们这些部落格 (Blogger) 在(不知道是全马还是全世界) 有整三十多万 (吧。。。) 活跃会员 (active member)。 还满夸张的感觉。 心想如果加那些non-active的会员们一起, 会有多少人呢?

到了Titiwangsa巴士站的时候, 遇见了SyeSuan, 然后一起来上学。

今天我又浪费了我人生的四个小时。 我在想, 如果把我所有的时间加起来, 会有多少天是空闲的呢?

原本是想要搭Darling的顺风车回的, 如果天不作美。 学院那里刚下完雨, 以为下完雨了就不会再下, 怎懂原来还会在我搭巴士almost 到我家的地方的时候竞然会开始下雨。 我还穿了最不能湿水的那一双鞋子。 倒大眉。。。

考试要到了, 还有补考, 又没有study leave, 我还要考六科。 Pengsan掉就算了。 还有大约10天的时间罢了吧。。。 God please save me. God bless me.

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- Monday, April 7, 2008
9:24 PM
Not much to talk about today. Will send me to college and back too,

Today I finally done my practical assignment... Damn nervous...

Class cancel for 12 to 2 makes me 4 hours keep practise my practical.

RAIN!!! ROAR~~

4pm, go to V210 aka "HELL" to get on my practical exams.

6pm, darling come and get me from Green Box (I wanna sing too... Why my practical exams at today~~~~)

7pm, slack at net, probably wasting time.

9.30pm, writing blog coz wu liao.

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Dying... This sem subjects may fail... - Friday, April 4, 2008
10:19 PM
I felt that the time may come soon.... For another few papers to fail....

This whole week was totally wasted..... For this stupid things called illness. I was sick since last Saturday, yea u heard me no wrong, since Will went to Aussie... Sad man... I thought mayb bored but i never know i could be filled up by sleepiness. Nevermind, I thought. That it could be cured by Monday, when i visited the doc by Sunday, which Monday came with a MC.

Tuesday, yay happy, coz I thought that I'm finally fine from the fewer. Still eating the pils but I thought I'm much more better alr. Then stupid rain came. Right before the classes ends. And I thought they gone alr when he classes ended. But no. The rain still there and I was getting the rain over me and need to be seated on the stupid damn cold RapidKL local. Summore I cannot wait for U24, coz I know if I wait for it, I would die for illness again. So I stepped in any buses that will drives me to Genting Klang. SO the first bus that come is the express bus that runs around 3 locations. TAR College, LRT Wangsa Maju, Genting Klang. Fine I thought. Wet partly for my body, while I'm just cured from the fewer. Nevermind. But i never know this buses onli care for the local students. It didn't stop at the usual bus station that dropped me. Then it made me missed my first U 20's buses. Ok then. I walked a lot for that day, getting lots of dirty airs from the town into my just-getting-well-body, which the antibody haven't build yet. and getting a lot of cold wind blown to me.

At night, I waited Will a msg said he back to KL, then I would be able to sleep safe and sound. Wait, wait, and wait. Until 1130pm. I was frustrated enough long and I said enough, this is enough for my just well body, so I went to bed, feeling cold all over the body. And suddenly Will finally give me a msg. He said he met an accident(BTW, it's 1st April still. Which u shouldn't trust anyone, and I really shouldn't pay even a tiny bit of trust on it, but I still give it a shot, while trembling and shivering from my shoulder to the toes.) So I said how? I can't stepped out the door at night. He asked me to wait at the living room that night. Until he came then walked out. I did. And he is still in a well piece when he came. Well that was a really Happy April Fool I would say. But i think that day was really too fragile for me.

Wednesday morning, 445am, my fewer came back, striking me to hell. The first things run into my mind is... I shouldn't run out yesterday. But past is past, get it on and be a woman. Then I skipped my claees with MC again, without actually telling Chingli.

Wednesday night, very frustrating. Just when I thought I will be getting well and start to have appetite, I ate a normal meal, with rice i mean. And the next thing I remember, I have my medic, and minutes later, I threw out. It was terrible. The bitter never gone from my throat, even when I know I really already throwing out all the stuff in my stomach. Well luckily it's at my bathroom, the one supplied with brushes and paste. I brushed my teeth and even used the Listerine. The taste of bitter haven't ran away from me. But I still need to clean up the bathroom. I already dirty up the place so can't help. And I suppose to have another meal and have the medic again. But I really can't stand it. It seemed like the medicine that the doc gave me for the second time does not work on me either. So I be my own doctor. Let the illness has its climax then it won't be critical anymore.

I really dun think I did sleep well for that night. About after I finished typing the assignment part that my frens needed me to type, i onli started to sleep. Even though i should be sleeping, I ended up hearing voices from my mum downstairs. I know I was hungry, coz there isn't anything I have digested that night. Tough night I would call. Until mum going to sleep that night, around 12am, I asked mum to get me a sweater from downstairs. Coz i really does not have the strength to walk around, not even washroom. So mum ended up help me gather all my equipments for my wars that long night, then she went to sleep.

The whole night I was struggle, totally unable to sleep. Not to mention to have the strength to move. And the thrist that kills me. But i still know that one of my equipments will be useful. Drinking water. When my lips started to dry up, i hopped up and take a sip of water. i was doing that for tons of time, coundless. Then the next thing i know is that my brother was home, I started to sneeze. I get the whole role of tissue (sorry i'm not using the box of tissue, coz too expensive for me to use it) staying side with me. Then until i see the sunlight, I know my day had passed, but fewer haven't totally gone.

Thursday. Something told me not to see the doctor. Not until Friday (coz he said if Friday still not cured, means need a blood test on Denggi). So I think on the bill problem, for cost cutting, not to see him until I'm critical. Vomit for second time at 5pm, this time at living room and rushed to the washroom without teethbrushes. Bitter, but drink up plain water provided at the kitchen nearby and bitter gone. Clothes dirty end up washing them. Still have some medic but ended up healthy when I skipped some medic. Forget is which few.

Firday. Totally healthy but when I wake up it's alr 7am (assume since I can see some daylight alr). So skipped the earliest class first. Then when it came to the 12pm class I reconsider... This time I afraid that going to class makes my illness back to it's nature. And I am thinking of consulting a doctor again for MC but I'm totally healthy that time (with flu but that flu is the usual flu I had). After asking Will then concluded, Just Pon-ed the 2 day days and have the other 2 days with MC.


Conclusion :

Money cost on consultation : RM 55 (RM30 first RM25 second)
Medication Certification : 2 pieces (31 March 2008 and 2 April 2008)
Medicine that has been eaten : 24 fewer pills
9 flu pills
12 antibiotics
2 anti-vomit pills
7 anti-pain pills (These all are onli assumption)
Vomit : 2 times

Sum up = not so useful the consultations this time but i think the medic colours are too colourfuls to me, ended up = allergy to them. (Pictures will be included when i have mood)



Die lo. Skipping classes for almost a week in this sem = die. And my practical exams is coming next Monday, and i less having practicals = Dying... Prays dun fail onli...

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Sick le~ - Tuesday, April 1, 2008
7:57 PM


宝贝, 你的不安全部都落在我这个宝贝身上了哦。

病了整个周末, 却只在星期日晚上才发现发烧了,
我现在想起, 都觉得恐怖了。

如果我在一年前真的搬出来住的话,
现在。。。无法想象, 应该还趴在床等到你回来吧。。。

这整个星期, 单靠龚柯允的歌和你 的MP3,
让我的周末过得充实得多了。

I wonder。。。你有在想我吗?

P.S.

不要太介意电话费用了那么多喔。。。
XD

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