Merry Christmas to everyone that looked into my blog. Today i barely have the time to on at night. My bro is at home and i was afraid to die that he will wake and take a peep on my blog. Quite dying actually.
I was wanting to write blogs since yesterday. I really hoped to put this song on here.
Goodbye-days, by YUI. It's quite good... and really got the mood to cry for it. T_T
Well... That's all for now. Mayb will wirte more when i really have time.
Today i may have done something that u guys will mean i'm stupid. I run to college today, even i dun have class today. Haha. I'm so so funny. Actually there is a reason. I GO RO COLLEGE TO COUNT CARS!!!! Yay i'm too wu liao! No la... actually things comes like this... Next week is the day we need to pass up our sociology assignment. Then next things is thursday is holiday, which i forgot. Then the next day that i will meet the group members is wednesday, which surely unable to go do the counting. Then thursday, as i said, holiday, surely no cars to count. Then friday whole days got class, onli got that tiny little 1 hour to eat, not even got time to count i think. So, for my own benefits, i make myself go to TARC to count cars. I'm cool right? Haha.
Actually... It's not planned... I just happened to wake by 8am in the morning, then think i got mood to go le. The next thing is.... I bathed.... Miracally. I usually can't bath in the morning. But it happen i can, but the condition should be it must be after half an hour after me wakes, and must be over 8am... I think that would be the key. So... If asked me bath at friday sure i die then. Haha... Then waited the motorcycle-chee-cheong-fun to come to my house for my breakfast then prepare awhile then i start walking out.
Today I miracally walked for half an hour out to the forth bus stop from my home to get more bus to ride. I feel it was amazing, i'm not that tired. Then the next things is... After i get off from the first bus, the second bus was just right behind my bus. Suprisely. It usually takes me hours to wait for it... Haha. Then reached college safely.
When i reached there it's 11am. Then i walked to library, put the heavy bag in the baggage places, take the small bag with me and my folders of stationery. Then i walked around the carparks, looking on all types of cars, record the types of the cars, although fews of them have been remodeled.... But nevermind, just throw them in any types of cars. At the end, our assignment's hypothesis is correct. Yay!!! But my own hypothesis is not correct... I thought Myvi should be the most but at the end is Saga the most, no matter the old type or the new ones.
I finished record all the data in 1 hour and 15 minutes. It was not under my expectations. But at the end i feel like... I was a fool walking around the carpark jotting down many things. I was afraid anyone was going to complain on ym moves though... But at the end i was safe. Phew. I was keep scaring that ppl thought that i have bad intention on their cars. Coz i can't know what type of cars are them (except Saga) And mostly i keep walking around the cars looking for clues on what type of cars are they. At first i got the intention on taking down pictures if i dunno that car, at the end i wash off that idea. Coz it will makes me look like a thief more... lol. Then my records was jotted down safely, no guards walking around asking me what happens. Haha. Safe and sound.
Then the next thing at first i thought i wanna have my lunch at TAR college, but at the end i cancel that thinking. I walked out and waited the bus of going back. Just after i walked out to the usual spot, I saw lili from far away miracally, again! Because i was not that sure it was her, since she changed her hairstyle abit, I try to scream for her name from far away. At a smaller volume at first. She got reaction. Then this time i scream louder, to double confirm. She really is looking around. Yay it's her. But i dun think she saw me, coz i was hiding behind the tree from far away. Then i slowly walked behind her, and called her. She was not shocked...T.T I expect to scared her a bit de... She wasn't even scared for a bit... Then we wait for awhile, a metrobus came, and she suggest we take the bus to genting klang, then we will have more rapid kl bus that goes to Titiwangsa station. Then we get into the bus of course. 90 cents, i never take this metrobus to genting klang b4... I onli taken once to sg.wang, for Rm1.50. Then we switch bus to Titiwangsa, Then we saw that stupid U24 right before the U11 comes. Stupid le wasted my 90 cents.
Then we keep making noise at that station, coz we can't stand the boredom of waiting bus. It was quite bored, even if u are with any mp3-s or books to read. Coz u need to focus on the street, or else u will miss the bus. Then we keep prays for the bus, curse for the bus, and take out any charms to "lure" the bus. And finally... Yay it cames! The charm did works lili! Then when she's in the bus, she feels like wanna sleep... But i dun think she did sleep, coz i feels like she keep talking onli. Then she drop off at different spot this time, and i was the first to drop off, so i say byebye and scram. Haha.
Then after this, it's the usual day i have and no worth talking about it.
P/S
From my collection of data, 111 of ppl uses Saga in my college, next high numbers we have two, Wira and Kancil, which is 81. My hypothesis car, Myvi, was just at the forth place, 67. Anyway, it was just the data i collected in between the time of 11am right after i leave from library till 1215, before i have a long rest and pack to go home. After all, my hypothese is still correct, almost 80% of ppl is using local car (Proton and Perodua). SO it's a good results.
Yay!!! Finally com day! - Monday, December 17, 2007
8:03 PM
Yay my bro's holiday finally ends and finally the com is mine, MINE!!!! YAY how should i celebrate.... BTW it's been a long time since my last touch to my home sweet home com... lol. Nvm Continue the usual diary writing. Haha.
I notice i really a bad girl for Ms. Mary Chuah's class. I alr keep ponteng her class alr. Today i more yeng. I run into the hall, put the assignments down, then scram. I got think about using the front door to go out, but at the end think better dun... Wao I never thought i can do that. Stupid Ah-Loong (the class rep) Shows up right after i passed up. I was like... "Why u dun show up earlier!!!!" Nvm i think she will aspect ppl passing up and runs back too huh.
Then today's big title is The Golden Compass. Lyra is so cool!!! She was running away from the magisterium ppl (SPOILER IF HAVENT SEE DUN READ THIS SMALL PART IN THE BRACKET, the women that keep chasing her is her mother and her so called uncle is actually her father. SHOCKED!) Then dunno why... lili got scared by the background music. Haha. Iored The Bear is cool too. RAW!!!!
Then at the end... we head back to home. Yay Happily ever after story~~~~
P/S
Before the movie starts, we go for McD for our lunch. It's 4pm though. Then we rushed for our meal since the movie starts by 410pm. Rush rush.
THEN SUDDENLY, a girl stops by and asked us "Could u spend a minutes with me?" OMG actually i wanna says "I"M CHASING TIME", but my kind-hearted Will hubby DOES NOT wanna proceed so we stand there and hear her "rubbish"(sorry hub but i still not agree on this point of "donation") She was asking for helping the handicap-pers for their PILLOWS, and how CHEAP u guys think? RM30. PLEASE MAN, IT'S MY WHOLE WEEK POCKET MONEY, EVEN THOUGH U SAY IT'S FOR THEIR ONE YEAR'S PILLOW. Will did say he can't afford, but at the end the girl asked for half pillow donation. RM15, it's still too much for me if she said so. But my Kind-Hearted Hubby GIVES her the RM15 (sorry i wont say donate), then asked the other two of us about the donation. SORRY EVEN I GOT MONEY I"M NOT USING IT LIKE THAT! I need to think about family too ok? Parents gives us money for what? For us to have a good day, NOT to FEED them. If they really needs feeding then ask from the rich. I AM NOT RICH! Even if i wanna go out shopping it cost me months of savings. I"M NOT WASTING THOSE MONEYS ON FEEDING THEM U KNOW THAT!!!! Yawn.... And these COLLECTIONS OF MONEY u think where they will go to? To those ppls they shown to us? NO! Mayb some will go to them, but the MOST OF THEM is get into their pocket. U think why they dun mind their face gone but keep begging for money? Please la get into their pocket la. They are not that kind hearted to get into the public's hand la. Just like the Tsunami incidents few years ago, WHy the funds reach to the victims so late? BECAUSE THE ORGANISER USES THE MONEY TO ROLL MORE MONEY!!!! They put the donations of money into gambles or shares then get a bigger money then put back into their pocket. So who are u helping? IT'S THE ORGANISER & THE WORKER, NOT THE VICTIMS. So please if u wanna be kind hearted, please do it in another proper way next time, when u have the finance, or else u help ppl, next time ppl helps u back, not worth it to keep "helping". Donation collector, SCRAM PLEASE!
Boring week? Bad Luck week!!!! - Tuesday, December 11, 2007
3:55 PM
This week would be a hard week for me. My bro is at home for a week and i still got assignments haven't fin. Arr crazy assignments.
Yesterday we went for movie. At first we thought we would go for Eye on Malaysia, but frens of Will doesn't wanna go at the end, we go for movie day!
We seperate into two groups - buy tickets and buy foods and drinks. And after the girls team go buy F&B, the boy says the firts movie is Unrest. My God that movie is horrible ones then better tell us dun buy food ma... nvm... lili's popcorn left for next movie Enchanted. Yay happily ever after!
Arr i want to use com!!!! For my assignments!!!!!! Anyone lend me ur notebook, laptop or desktop if u can drive to my home and put it in my room!!!! Haha.
It has been a long time since my last meet with my dear friends. But i think it should be hard to meet all of them at once.... Nvm meet a few of them is better than none...
It feels memorable when we all walk together for shopping. I missed the laughter that i shared with them. We are all still the same old us, Keep laughing and laughing till the end of the day. And P2 is still as the old one, hates to take pics, but i happened to keep one of her pics. And unfortunate i didnt take chook's pic.... But at least her look is still one old one, 365 days no changed. And P2 had her license but she dun dare to drive on the sloop. So her parking is needed to be on ground... Sad for her scaries.
I realy hoped that one day all of us can gather together at once, shopping together, chatting together. The days in the secondary school life is really lovely. I wished that we have that moment back to now.
Today we have another act out in tutorial class of TOCAP aka "Introduction to Drama". Today we talked about two stories. The first one is about a girl who afraids of crowd but talented in public speaking. The little girl was able to speak fluently, but when she is facing the crowd, she frightened and unable to speak well. So she seek for a counselor's help and the counselor give her a homework. She had been forced by the counselor to talk with 100 persons in the garden for a month. after she had done this homework, she had feel much more better and she had a little bit confidence to get on stage for a public speaking competitions. (Hui Chin = counselor, See Yeang = girl)
The second one is about a girl being abandon by her bf. She felt very sad and she felt that it would be absolute awful if her bf breaks up with her. Then after she is being counselled, She had her absolute minded changed to a preference contents. It will just inconvienient if her bf breaks up with her. Oh my her bf wants her back but she just doesn't want him back alr.... Lol. (Me = the bf, Hui Chin = the gf, See Yeang = counselor)
These days i feel much more better on this acting stuff. But actually we does not really like her style on this. because we does not focus on the key meaning of the ideas, but we just know what we acted out.... So each time after we act out, actually we feel blur on what have we learned.... But nvm, better than PA... Totally unable to understand.
I'm just family-oriented - Thursday, December 6, 2007
9:55 PM
I just dun feel right when anyone talked about my family members. Even if anyone talked bad about Will, i just can't bear with it, even if that's what my family members said so. I just dun like to argue on these both parties. Either of them argues i will feel disturbed. No matter it's will or my parents or my brother, it's the same. I just wanna have a peaceful environment in between both of them. Am i selfish? I dun like either of them complains on others. I will feel pain from deep in my heart. What should i do? I can't help any of them and let them continue the fight? I dun wanna live in this type of conditions. I wanna have a happy environment on both of them? Can't I? Just for me can't just u guys understand it?
Today i think i just have a arguement with Will.... I was just using my printer to print my assignment half an hour ago. He just sounds shocked and asked me u have printer?. I said got but rarely use. coz i never know when the ink will run out. Then he asked me why last time he need to print something in emergency but i dun wanna help him. Then he keep use the "if i drop into sea will u save me?" Sorry i dunno how to swim. How can i try to save someone if i know i will die jumping into it? The maximum i can do is throw in the tyres and try to call out help. I dun wanna play coll and try to suicide by jumping into the sea. Then he keep saying that not helping him that time = suicide. But those things is not my property. If that is mine then surely i will help. And i am using thm not under my brother's conscious. Even my projects that wanted to print surely need to print not when he's around. At least is when he's sleeping. Then he keep saying i dun wanna help him. Say even taking a few cents from me is like taking my life. I dun mean about that but if it really threaten a person's life surely i would liked to help. But must depends on my power control. If it's beyond my power and manageble area surely i can't help right? If i wanna donate i also need to depends on my pocket money and my expenditure. I dun have a large pocket money. Even if i dun have water to drink i also need to keep my pocket money and rethink about should i use on my drinks or just get the college water cooler water even if it's not clean. Even if i got extra money i should use it for my pleasure is that call selfish? I just wanna pleasure myself a bit out of the depression awhile am i selfish to do that? Why we need to argue about it. I'm kind of tired upon things like that.... I hate argues for something tiny stuff. It's not like me to start argue on the past things................ Let me rest for awhile mayb i will be cooled....
Colourcloud palace OP and ED songs - Wednesday, December 5, 2007
10:00 PM
These days i keep watch this animation, every week do not remember which week i missed upon it. so now i present this song to all the peoples that looking into the blog now... Enjoy!
English translation
Wind of beginning, deliver this message Because I will always believe in you Though I am now standing in the world that I once saw in a dream As I look out at the scenery my legs tremble slightly But I won’t look back, because I decided to keep moving forward The seven colored rainbow I see in the sky, I wonder if you can see it too Wind of beginning, deliver this message Because I’ll be watching your back as you run after your dream Wandering wind, carry these feelings Because I will always believe in you For all of the future If someone is thinking about the person they hold dear No matter who they are they will have a kind look on their face The path through time is endless, keeping going without giving up Wind of beginning, deliver this message I’ll be waiting for you at the end of your long journey Wandering wind surpass your destiny Because I believe that my feelings will get through to you Someday, when we meet again, show me your smile Wind of beginning, deliver this message I’ll be waiting for you at the end of your long journey Wandering wind surpass your destiny Because I believe that my feelings will get through to you There is nothing to fear, because you exist
Japanese lyrics english character
hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE) "itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara" ano toki yume ni mite ita sekai ni tatte iru noni miwatasu keshiki ni ashi wo sukoshi sukumase dakedo ushiro furimukanaide aruite yuku koto kimeta kara miageta sora nanairo no niji anata mo mite'masu ka? hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE) yume ni kakedashita senaka mimamoru kara maiagaru kaze yo omoi wo tsutaete "itsu demo anata wo shinjite iru kara" habatake mirai e tatoeba, taisetsu na hito wo mune ni omou toki wa daremo ga kitto yasashii kao wo shiteru hazu michi wa toki ni hateshinakutemo akiramezu ni yuku yo hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE) haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara itsuka mata aeta nara ano egao misete hajimari no kaze yo todoke MESSE-JI (MESSAGE) haruka na tabiji no sono saki de matteru maiagaru kaze yo unmei mo koete negai wa todoku to shinjirareru kara osoreru mono nado nai "anata ga iru kara"
English translate
You are always so free... What kind of dream are you chasing in this rain? While fighting loneliness somewhere You seem to be holding back tears... You are the same as me, alright albeit alone... Even though it's a detour, why do I like this path? The time is great and I'm happy, Because I remember you. This brilliantly colored season will surely Send you these thoughts. Longing, liking and hating What is called 'emotion' differs everywhere... When you are at the beautiful river, I want to be there too. Other than ambiguous words, other than a simple promise, I long for your hand's warmth and time alone together. If, in case you are sad, In case tomorrow isn't in sight - I want you to rely on me, And on your feelings, after this.
The time is great and I'm happy,
Because I remember you.
This brilliantly colored season will surely
Send you these thoughts.
Japanese lyrics english character
Itsumo sugoku jiyuu na anata wa ima Kono ame no naka donna yume wo oikakete iru no Dokoka de kodoku to tatakai nagara Namida mo gaman shiterun darou Hitori de mo daijoubu to anata mo watashi to onaji Toomawari bakari dakedo naze ka kono michi ga suki de Shiawase da to ka ureshii toki wa Anata no koto wo omoidasu kara Iro azayaka na kisetsu wa kitto Kono omoi todokete kureru Akogare to ka suki to ka kirai da to ka Sou iu kimochi da to wa dokoka chigaun da keredo Anata no sono utsukushii nagare ni Watashi mo nosete hoshii Aimai na kotoba yori mo kantan na yakusoku yori Hoshii no wa te no nukumori soshite futari dake no toki Moshimo anata ga kanashii no nara Ashita ga sukoshi mienai no nara Tayotte hoshii watashi wa kitto Kore kara mo anata wo omou Shiawase da to ka ureshii toki wa Anata no koto wo omoidasu kara Iro azayaka na kisetsu wa kitto Kono omoi todoketekureru
Just suddenly have the mood to search for the song in immem, and i didnt think really got someone upload this song... Miao i love it~~~~~~~~~~ Makes me remind of how sad this story ends... T___T But nevermind it's still good and bad la..... What am i talking about.
At the end... Let's just continue do my assignments..... Haha.
P/S I'm gonna be a cheers!!!! For two - four hours onli in the total of eight!? lol
Today i think i have done something stupid in my life. I purposely wake up at 645am to go to library at the college. While i actually having a terrible stomache... Swt it pains. Then when reach there the library havent open yet for sure, so i go canteen 2 for a breakfast. Eeks the canteen 2 food is always oily... Betahan le la.... But hold on hold on... It's cheap so bear with it.... You dun have so much money........ But it's fat!!!!!! F-A-T, FAT!!!!!!!! Haiz.... So after i fin eat it's 825am... So walk up there wait for it open lo.
But siao! I thought that author had wrote so many books that's sure got his book around. Disappointed our library is so "small"!!! I can't even find a book that's related to the topic. Wait there is a book, but it is borrowed by someone else... Grrr so "cheap" this library, until i can't stand it and take out the comic book that i bring in to library and read.
Will asked me to find somethings that related to causes and effects of phobias. I tried to find in the library, and the answer... NO!!!! Even i want a relevan subjects about phobias it doesn't even gives me. I feels like, is it really that hard to buy more books? Next time i do nto dare go to national library with high expectation alr. I need a breath of air...... When i start walk back to library, Hui Chin chase behind me and bought me the textbook that i wanted to use as references searcher. I tried all the author from the references of the book to the infoweb of the library, and my answer is..........NO AGAIN!!! I typed hundreds of the names in the book and i can't find even a book that is related. I feels really wanna curse around alr. suan mood bad again... Need a fresh air from outside..... Just when i walk out from the library.... Rory was sitting on the chair outside the library(BTW Rory is one of the soursemates and he was in the same tutorial group with me). He was waiting for someone that is appointed to come together to do the assignment. When i was chatting with him, Will comes around and i walked back into library again.... Just when i was half way reading the ideas of writing, jean aka lili aka lcl came to search for me. How come she knows we are there? So smart. Then we went in to study room, which we could talk as loud as we want. And guess who i saw? Rory is there, with Sue sitting beside him. Well that was the best chance to look more info and how to do from them. Then i received a signal from WIll that told me to go eat. Then it's a Sayonara for Rory and Sue and i leave the table and the next person i saw is Chui Wai comes in the study room with another laptop. Well i wanna eat alr so nvm about it.
The work was really bad. until now i still dunno what should i do with all those stuffs. I still have 2 more parts that i certainly haven't touch. And Pn. Koay (secondary school counsellor) wants to see my reports and i still haven't give her a look on it. It was an "ouch" for me... Sob when can i fin it.....
I was thought that i still have two weeks time to do two assignments before. Last Thursday mum tells me that bro was having holiday from next week then i was having a terrible feelings. Bro will surely used up the computer and there is surely no time for me to use the computer. surf net is still not a big problem but the main problem is doing assignments. now it becomes i have a very less time to do all the assignments i have. and third bad news is that another third assignment needed to passed up by 17 december, monday. Arr how i can fin up 3 assignments in two weeks whereas i do not owned a computer!!!! Big Prob Santa saves me please.
I think if I say
the "bore" word more
I will really become
a boring person...
There is no truth nor lies,
There is only trust and doubts.
Loves : Hates
♥ Love ♥
♥ Will
♥ To be Loved
♥ Window Shopping (but better if it is "purchasing")
♥ To hear, not so much on singing
♥ Travelling (but seldom able to)
♥ Dating~
♥ Animal, any of them
♥ Handcraft
♥ Cosmetics & skincare
♥ Salary (coz only then I can buy, buy, buy!)
X Hate X
X Alone, Dark, and Ghost Story
(include scary, horror stuff)
X Blood
X Someone else (too rude to list out :P)
X Back-stabbers
X Bugs (especially those fly one)
X Earning money (It's really hard, trust me!)
♥ X Love and Hate♥ X
♥ X Buses (Especially U11 & U24)
♥ X Study & Exams
♥ X Money and Time
♥ X Life and Death
SALARY OUT! YAY~ (but can't spend too much as I'm going to buy DEAR"S PRESENT!!! lol)
For people out there who wanna date me at weekends:
Please do so beforehead as I have my weekend schedule full with
part time jobs usually so if really wanna book me,
please tell me at least 1 week earlier~ TQ TQ :p
ok you all win. get yourself adding me @ Facebook.
October 2007