There is nothing I can say but sorry. - Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Today, I noticed that I have done a decision that once I thought it would brings me relaxation, but it ended up stressing me up.
I have made the decision on having a violin class at the music society near our college. This has been running through my mind since the first year first sem when I first hear about this music society. My mind has been rejecting this information and this time, I made this decision on register to this programme.
I choose the violin class is because I wanna learn more about classical music. I bet no one knows that i actually love classical music more than any other type of music and/or lyrics. I have been giving this reason to myself not to learn music that my parents do not have enough financial support for having this "luxury" lesson. Since 10 I am telling myself that "I will learn them next time, when i earn my own money."
When I grows older, only then I noticed that time really matter for learning music. The fingers are getting harder and it would be more tougher to learn music. But I know even if u learn music in the later day, u still can play but not that well. And i know that I won't even think of these luxurious things for my life anymore, if i do not try it this time.
I'm sorry to my parents that u all have this stubborn daughter that keep wasting all ur money off. Please forgive me from my reckness action. I'm sorry to Will that i tell u the last, because i know if i discuss with you, i will never be able to fulfill my slefishness. The last but not least, I'm sorry to my future self that because of my slefishness, in future I may face lots of problems. But at least now, I will not regret on using my coming time on going as far as i can. I will keep learning till the very end of my life. Anyway, I'm still studying life and i need everyone of you all that reading this blog to help me ^.^
Ok... I think this is all for today... May continued next time.
Labels: music life
October 2007